10 years
Saturday, October 22, 2005
There's something stuck in my throat. Something sweet, it's like some choco crumb stuck in it. I guess I've taken too much sweets for this night. Had 5 or more choconuts and medium sized mocha frap earlier. If this is still stuck in my throat for another 3 hours or more, my tonsils might swell. To my body, tonsillitis = fever. So now, I'm gulping down tons of water. Bawal magkasakit!===
RM and I are chatting over YM. We're talking about dogs, she says she wants to buy a dog, either a pug or a shitzu. I told her, I'd like to have a chow chow. And there goes - bili na daw kami ng doggy once she returns from US. Actually, matagal ko nang gustong bumili ng doggy, but the thing is, everyone in our house opposes, except for my youngest sister. Who would take care of the doggy when I'm at work? Maybe if I had a house of my own already, I'll be able to get the doggy I want.
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The mocha frap is still kicking. 2:35 am on the clock as I write, and I'm still up and awake. Ni hindi pa ko naghihikab from the time I came in. to think, I've been up since 8AM, so I've been awake for 18 and a half hours. Wil be outta here by 9AM.. sa that's another 6 and a half hours to go.
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Speaking of kicking.. one song just hit me (the radio's on while I work).. the lyrics goes .. Where you gonna be in ten years time? Will you be happy with the way you've been living your life?... yeah.. hit me right smack in the middle! 10 years from now? O well.. I'd be 35 by then, might be married, might have 3 kids or more, might have a dog of my own, might have learned how to cook real (edible) meals, might be bringing my kids to school, tutor them at night, prepare their breakfast and lunch boxes at mornings, I might still be working, a working mom perhaps? At this point, everything's still hazy.
Eniwey, here's the whole song (Artist: Gabrielle)
Do you have a vision?
Do you have a goal?
I'm watching you shrugging your shoulders,
Telling me you just don't know.
Do you get emotional?
Is there something you're passionate about?
I can tell that you're still searching,
Still trying to work it all out.
It takes time
Take your time
Mm mm
You will know
When it feels right
(Chorus)
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be happy with the way you've been living your life?
Will you be alright?
And when you're looking back to now
All the years gone by
Will there be something that you say
That you should have done right
In your life
What would you fight for?
For what do you stand?
How will you go about it?
And do you have a masterplan?
What are your demons?
How much for your soul?
Have you found religion?
And gone down that road?
Guess we all need
Something to believe
oh oh oh
Times haven't changed
Thats how it's gotta be
(Chorus)
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be happy with the way you've been living your life?
Will you be alright?
Yeah
And when you're looking back to now
All the years gone by
Will there be something that you say
That you should have done right
We're talking about your life
Are you a dreamer?
Tell me all your dreams
Can you say honestly
What you want to be
What would you do,
When your back's against the wall?
Would you stand on your two feet?
Would you admit defeat?
These are the times
You need to be strong
Don't you know,
Don't you know that is hard
Have you learned to find a way?
You gotta find a way to carry on
(Chorus)
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be happy with the way you've been living your life?
Will you be alright?
Yeah
And when you're looking back to now
All the years gone by
Will there be something that you say
That you should have done right
We're talking about your life
Your life
(Chorus)
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be happy with the way you've been living your life?
Will you be alright?
Yeah
And when you're looking back to now
All the years gone by
Will there be something that you say
That you should have done right
We're talking about your life
Your life
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be alright?
Tell me will you get it right? get it right?
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be happy with the way that you're living your life?
Do you feel it being right? It will be alright.
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
Will you be alright?
Tell me will you get it right? get it right?
Where you gonna be in ten years time?
