pamamaalam
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
jaene and lola left for US yesterday.ewan ko ba, when the final call was aired for their flight, di ko napigilan na umiyak. i know my sister will have a better life out there, kaya hindi ako dapat malungkot. when i saw them moving towards the plane (nanay and i have availed special security passes, kaya we were able to accompany them upto to the boarding area.. thanks to our tita who works in the airport), more tears flowed down. i was hurting.. seeing their backs, moving farther way from us, boarding the plane.
siguro, naiiyak ako kase nakikita kong umiiyak si jaene. siguro, kung nakita ko lang na masaya ang mukha nya, masaya ko rin silang ihahatid.
wala talagang pamamaalam na masaya.. laging may halong lungkot.
