beaten path
Friday, September 17, 2004
i've been trying to hold back from it
lasted long enough
i've been strong
uncompromising, unyielding..
i thought i was succeeding
but, thoughts.. flashbacks.. memories.. still dwells in my mind
i just could not drive them away
with just one call
i forget everything that's supposed to be done
just one call
i come back to what i've been trying to hold back from
just one call
i fall again, exposed, unmasked
before i know it, i'm back to my old addiction again