another round
Thursday, September 30, 2004
the two pathetic girls met up last nyt at glorietta.
an intense state of boredom prompted her to call.
her: "let's go out!"
the equally bored replied in a snap "where to?"
after that phone call, i counted down the minutes till 6pm.
got at glorietta after an hour. the activity center was crowded. after a few minutes, there she was. i was not expecting her to look so blooming, she looked so fresh.
we walked and walked and walked until we got tired. we can't decide on where to eat, until we saw yellow cab.
we were about to order pizza's only to discover that the 1 slice pizza meal we wanted was not available anymore. we cant order a whole box for we may not be able to finish it all. besides, we're on a strict diet.
walked and walked again while recounting our struggling emotional attachments. and along came our elusive questions
- how do you know when you love a person?
- how do you differentiate love from care?
- do i still want to go on?
- old habits never die, right? if so, is this one of my habits that i just cant push away?
- will i just forget everything?
- how do i forgive and forget?
finally, after a long walk, and just when the stalls in glorietta are starting to close, we finally decided to have dinner at mexicali. we ordered shrimp gambas. a big, big mistake. the meal smelled like an arab. if not for the shrimp, i would have left without touching my food.
on our way home, another litany of our EXs followed.
